I seek a critique - an evaluation - perhaps a highlight reel
Yes, this is what I seek - information to use to tighten my
Performance - enough so - so that i won’t ever fall apart
Perhaps I meant - it won’t ever fall apart - the personae
Carefully crafted to minorily mirror mundane - yes this
Is what I seek - others may seek closure - growth - not I
I seek evaluation - critique - notes of depth and costume
I always thought that had my costuming been better -
We may have lasted longer - it was hard though with
The covering of shit and all
Next life - I’ll stick with costumes that resemble helplessness - seems to be the vogue for knights
In semi shining armor
The silver in my hair as i reevaluate each persona
Strangely guides me to my ultimate role - a role
Where I share first my self then mold the shape
After all - after three years and countless nights across
Concrete walls - there’s very little left unknown but
this abyss
- the story of my life