Friday, December 30, 2022

God has given

          i am starting to remember 

i called you brian for so long 

          you never corrected me 

i would say - i'm with brian: no one 

          knew who - finally i learned your given 

name: a hardy male name. one that did 

          not fit as you twirled around the dance 

floor, had i given more would you still 

          be here. had i helped you divorce, had 

i given you money, had i stepped in 

          taken over your life - would you still be 

here. to text me - that magnetic eyelashes 

          are hard to put on, short heels are enough 

to you all i did was enough: and our next 

          life would be more than enough - we just 

needed to wait: what was the rush 

          God had given and took away