so much space
so much needed
space to really
know we knew
what the hell
we didn't want
to face. it's slow
i apologize for
how slow i've
become - part
has known for
ages. part still
holds on - still
i try to pry that
part away. yet
it holds. so i've
stop the trying
stop the prying
it is what it is
and i will see
when i see - no sooner