Knowing what I know 
Still I cry - tears flow 
Out of me like a river 
Like the story my mother 
Would tell me as a child 
When I would cry nonstop 
Before bed. The grief was 
Terrible but one I can bear 
Others had it harder I hear 
So the story went if I kept 
Crying I would float away 
Each drop building - so 
perhaps my tears are for him
Because perhaps he couldn’t 
Or wouldn’t shed not one or two 
and definitely not enough to fill 
a river - so I will