- In my craziness 
To stop I’ll 
- Need a bit 
- - Just a bit 
Of help and about a thousand 
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Or so years 
What a struggle 
A hurdle: an absolute resolution 
To be less 
Then to be
More 
Sane: a strong encumbrance
A damm btwn what is - what was and what may be