so this is the first year
in a long time i forgot 
i forgot your bday 
no poem was written on that day 
no thought was given 
no prayer that you were 
still on track to a true 
moment of enlightenment 
my beloved 
i forgot your birth but i have not forgotten you 
as you reach past a half century 
i ponder our loss, our love, our forgiveness and 
yes - even our joy - may next year 
be the year we forgive each other 
completely and forever - forget that day