- - - - - i wonder how long it will take him
after service a meal, after a meal a thought
after a thought a craving - my mind for his
i can pull his thoughts out of thin air - his anger
towards me so strong: his need for me stronger
his fear the strongest.
so i wonder how long it will take him to find
my words - he can live without me as i can live
without him. as long as we can still pretend
we exist